December 2008
“You don’t have a soul.
You are a soul.
You have a body.”
– C.S. Lewis (via littlemiss) (via dddanielle) (via racheldorn)
I want somebody to want me as badly as I want...
racheldorn:
(via dddanielle)
“Perhaps we’re too embarrassed to change or too frightened of the consequences of...”
– Lady Diana Frances Spencer (aka Lady Di) (via lickystickypicky) (via dddanielle) (via racheldorn)
This is beautiful.
racheldorn:
“So fail. Be bad at things. Be embarrassed. Be afraid. Be vulnerable. Go out on a limb or two or twelve and you will fall and it’ll hurt..but the harder you fall, the farther you will rise. The louder you fall, the clearer your future becomes. Failure is a gift, welcome it. There are people who spend their whole lives wondering how they became the people they became. How certain...
“Follow your heart, because if you always trust your mind, you’ll always act on...”
– (via littlemiss) (via laurenbolek)
perfect.
“Normal is getting dressed in clothes that you buy for work and driving through traffic in a car that you are still paying for - in order to get to the job you need to pay for the clothes and the car, and the house you leave vacant all day so you can afford to live in it.”
Perfection is never, unless you fake it for everyone else. Dont pretend to be what they want. Just be yourself. Thats as close...
A lot.
I want to meet you in a way thats hard to explain. Because I know if I do meet you, it wont be as good as it is when I imagine it. And I know I would say something stupid, and I know I would regret it. And I know I would make it akward. And I know I would feel bad about it later, just because it wasnt the way I imagined it. Even though I knew it wouldnt turn out that way anyway. But all the same,...
snow.
why can’t I accept that I haven’t met him yet?
and why do I deal with it by falling in love with every guy who shows me the least bit of attention?
I never noticed how pretty the snow is. in the light of the syun it looked like someone had poured silver sparkles all over it.
Gossip.
I went to a party last night. The girls were completely immature. I mean, they kept saying how annoying this girl was, for talking about them behind their backs. Meanwhile, they sit around talking about others behind their backs. So how does that make them any different? I just laughed to myself, and stayed out of it. I never will understand gossip, and talking about others. Does hurting someone...
live.
I feel like living lately. I spend so much time on this computer trying to figure out life. But whats the point of figuring all this out if you dont plan on getting out there and living. Whats the point of being afraid to do something? Thats what living is. If you sit around and dont take chances then your going to have a pretty crappy life.
"I know I have a heart because I can feel it... →
“We’re sick of hearing people say ‘That band is so gay’ or...”
– Pete Wentz
I dont get it.
I dont understand the point of clothing being “in style.” Why does everybody want to dress the same? Why cant you go to a store, pick out what you like, and wear it? I dont really understand how clothing gets to be in style in the first place. The funniest part, is that if I put something on that was in style last year, I would be laughed at, when everybody was wearing that last year,...
Maybe.
I guess maybe, I dont like you. Maybe you arent the guy I thought you were. Its not like I couldve known. I just saw your face, and made up a heart to go along with it. Maybe I was wrong. But maybe, just maybe, im not. I liked you, before I knew you. I guess maybe I shouldn’t do that anymore. Maybe I shoudnt fall for guys I have never met. Maybe I shouldnt fall for guys just because they are...
I wish.
I wish I had this. I wish I had that. Well suck it up princess, wishes dont come true unless you really want them to. The thing is, you are the one who makes your dreams come true.. So if you want to sit on your ass and pretend like everything you want is going to magically come to you because you wished for it, then youll never have anything. If you want it, suck it up and get it. If you dont,...
Wishing.
Standing next to you, I swear, my hearts never beat faster. It only shows me how weak I really am. Wishing doesnt mean a thing, when you dont have strength to get what you want without it. The outisde doesnt matter, untill you figure out the inside. And the inside is just a mess. A mess of dreams, thought up by a person who doesnt know how to make them reality. So up in her head they will sit,...
I have a crush on a boy with eyes the same color as the sky. He leaves me breathless. I forget how to breathe when you look at me. So I wonder, what would happen if you kissed me? Would it kill me?
:)
I was recently inspired. I want to sponsor a child. And as soon as I get the money, I sure as hell will. Yesterday was a good day for me. I called my grandparents. I dont talk to them much. Mainly because they are greek, and dont speak english very well. But I called anyway, and it made them soo happy. It made me feel good. I like brightening peoples days. So then I called my other set of...
I know I shouldnt be smiling, but I cant help myself. Your blue eyes are nearly better than the sun. And so i wonder, Why cant dreams be reality? Then I would have you, and this would be easy. Remember that day, when you were standing across from me? And I tryed my hardest not to stare. I just kept my eyes down on the ground. And then I looked up, and saw you were staring at me.| And for the first...
Right now, I just want to get out of my head. It really isnt the happiest place lately. But im trying to change that. I feel like somethings.. missing, lately. Im not sure what, or whom that might be, but I know theres something. If I have as much strength as I think I do, I will figure this all out by the new year. And my head will once again be my favorite place. Something has been on my mind....
Music.
I feel so.. what the word im looking for. actually, im not sure there is a word for this. But there are a few songs.
Horrible.
I dont feel as horrible as I thought I would. I actually dont feel bad at all. Does that make me a bad person? No, no, no. I cant be blamed for listening to my heart. But if I had lied, and said what my heart doesnt feel, for his sake, well that would have been worse. Because in the end, it would only hurt more. Besides, what did I do wrong? Its not my fault he fell for the wrong person.