How soon is now?

okay i need to buy a new phone and a new ipod, and i have a job but i don’t make much money. i need to save what i make, especially considering how much i just spent on my camera. also, the stealing thing opened my eyes and made me realize this world is not a perfect place, not at all, not even close. bad things happen, all the time, there’s no way around that. and yes, they can happen to me, i’m not immune. so i’m going to find another job, hopefully still keeping this job because i love this job. and i mean, i only didn’t want another job in the first place because people make me nervous and i knew i wouldn’t have to talk much working in a library but i need to get over my fears already so hi i’m going to apply for tons of jobs on saturday and i swear i’ve been really proud of myself lately, i’ve been doing things i’m normally too scared to do. by the time i go to college, i want to be happy with the person i am so that i can make friends and be successful and grow as a person in general and not end up a lonely cat lady who can’t speak for herself. okay that’s all, bye

8:04 pm • 22 February 2012 • 2 notes